I am drinking cocoa with cream and eating homemade bread with brown cheese. It's like I am right back in my childhood again except I am reading HP smut as I am eating :D
/end too much info
Monday, 24 March 2008
Friday, 14 March 2008
Typical.
Me and my mum are arguing again. That blood hag. She feels I should be doing more at home... yeah... 'when?' I asked. At what time should I do more? the half hour I've got to eat breakfast before work or the halfhour I have sitting peering at the screen trying to write when I get home before succumbing into sleep? She says I doesn't work THAT much ALL the time. No... no I don't. There's some days where there's a few hours before I go to work, and some, lo and behold, I got off! Some weeks I actually have two days off like a normal human being! Who would have thought ... So I asked her 'When this week would I have had time to do any sort of work here at home?' and she answered me 'Well, now for starters? You could have taken the vacuumer when you were done with the shower.' (I started work at eleven, I got up at eight to have a bit of time in the morning since I like that.) So I answered 'Oh ok. But why didn't you tell me then, so that I could have skipped breakfast and my morning tea to vacuum under your ass?' Then her eyes grew big because she had apparently forgotten I needed breakfast. OH NO INVINSIBLE SIREN DOES NOT NEED BREAKFAST. SHE NEEDS TO CLEAN YOUR FUCKING HOUSE WHICH YOU HAVE TOLD HER SEVERAL TIME IS NOT HER HOME BUT JUST HER TEMPERAL LODGING UNTIL SHE GETS OUT. She was originally also planning to help me economically with moving out, but she withdrew that offer just as she told me to get out as soon as possible. Logical? Not in the least. My mum doesn't have to be you see, because she's always right. Or "right". She gets to heated up in the argument she bloody well forgets what's possible or not. She started this argument because she was doing some chores around the house and I was drinking my morning tea trying to hurry and answer a comment by suomi_goth before running for the bus. Do you guys know what my mum does during the days? Nothing. Thaaat's right, she does nothing. She doesn't work. I have two jobs and still she wants me to clean up. So it ended with her not bothering "to do anything for your ungrateful ass" anymore. Including HANGING UP MY WET WORKCLOTHES WHICH I NEEDED FOR TODAY WHILE SHE KNEW I COULD NOT BE HOME UNTIL HALF PAST ELEVEN LAST NIGHT BECAUSE GUESS WHAT? I WAS WORKING! So now I have to wear a wet uniform. Thanks mum, thanks for being OH SO FUCKING BRIGHT.
When I move out, I am never coming back. Never the fucking way. I'll just break contact for a good few years. Maybe I can stand her ugly attitude then.
We haven't talked for two days.
When I move out, I am never coming back. Never the fucking way. I'll just break contact for a good few years. Maybe I can stand her ugly attitude then.
We haven't talked for two days.
Saturday, 8 March 2008
Bitchy McBitchson! - a rant about work
I always start at the wrong side of the baguette, which annoys me... Anyway, over to the actual rant here:
At my work I have a boss that is an incredible Bitch. Yes Bitch with a capital B. I am not talking about a girl who knows how to stand up for herself, I am talking about an old bitter hag who has nothing better to do than harass people who doesn't do things her own way. She's a Bitch, and I want to cut her face. Anyway, in the beginning I was terrified of her. I worked as hard as I could, tried to take initiative so that she would notice and just generally getting on her good side. It seemed as if it worked, slightly. She smiled and we talked and such, but for some reason she STILL felt like bitching on me and everything I did. Most people who know me know that I have the temperament of a Latino, meaning no temperament at all. I just go off like a bomb. Not even a ticking bomb, because that would have meant there would be time in-between the insult and the reaction. No, I just go off, preferably right in their face. But I am not stupid either (well not entirely) and I know this is my work and she is my boss. I kept my head low and just nodded at her and her fucking bitching. But then the last days, especially last week since I was so tired, I couldn't prevent myself from huffing or coming with the occasional "I know that, you don't have to tell me AGAIN". Thus our fragile bond broke and she has been bitching at me non-stop and I have been glaring non-stop. And yesterday was the stand off, the day neither of us could handle the other one anymore. Lemme tell the story that has made me somewhat of a legend with the floor people at the café (they all hate her):
I was standing making waffles, and for some reason there was a load of people wanting waffles right then and we were running out. I was talking to a girl fixing the marmalade beside me that I needed more waffle-dough since I had ran out of that too. Apparently she didn't hear me because she went back to the dishwashers. I had a couple of waffles in the wafflemakers, but I thought I could have the time to fetch some dough if I hurried. So I ran to the closest fridge we have dough in, but Bitchy McBitchson was standing on front of it so I said 'Excuse me' and as she moved I took a peek inside. Then she managed to say in a real pissy tone "we don't have any dough THERE'. How was I supposed to know we didn't have dough there hm? I had to check didn't I? It's customary to check the closest place to you when you're in a hurry whether it has what you need right? So I snapped a 'how was I supposed to know THAT?' over my shoulder as I hurried to the other fridge. There it was dough, but some of it had spilled down and made the handle wet. I didn't see this however, and these bowls are HUGE and HEAVY. So needless to say it slipped out of my grip and I spilled some on the floor. A sound 'fuckin' cunt' was heard as that's how I roll when I swear. Anyway, I hurry back just in time to save the waffles and as I stand there fixing things Bitchy McBitchson move over to Bitchson Jr. (it's her daughter) and leans in (she was standing like two metres away from me, wtf?) and says 'god that Siren, you should have seen, she was angry and managed to spill that damn waffledough on the floor. God is it even possible?' By this time my blood is seething and I turn around looking at her as she talks and the fucking cunt is staring right back, knowing I am hearing it. Then she goes to fetch some toast as if it never happened and I say 'that is not how it happened and you know it,' and she just looks at me and goes 'you must stop being so angry.' I just wanted to shout "ME STOP BEING ANGRY YOU CUNT?! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MAKES PEOPLE CALL IN SICK BECAUSE THEY CAN'T HANDLE YOUR PISSY FACE!!" Anyway I didn't, I just said in a calm and collected tone 'if you wish to back-talk me, do it somewhere I can't hear you.' She never answered that and just went back to the customers. So, a little while later I head back to the dishwashers because I don't want to be in front looking at her ugly mug. She comes back to handle some customers on the automat and gives me a glare, of course I glare back because I am that way. She snaps a ‘calm down’ to me and of course I have to do the opposite by smashing the dishes down while glaring. Then she says: 'Do you want me to talk to Gro about this?' (Gro is the top boss), I was tempted to say 'yes, so I can tell her all about you fucker' but I just shook my head and made a pointing motion between the two of us while I leaned in close (she ain't that tall) 'this is between you and me, WE are to talk about this understood?' Then I went back to the dishwashers and she said no more to me the entire day. But of course she suddenly started to talk and smile to the other Floor girl, who she has never even said hello to before and needless to say the girl was terrified half to death and thought she was going to die. Lol, says much about the Bitch ne?
THE END
lol... I think o_O I think I'll hear more from her. She's used to get it JUST how she wants it. The Boss is never down to check so she runs the place as if it's hers. She has worked there since forever and all her daughters have worked there with her and shit. But yeah, I am not taking it. I'm gonna say it as it is; I don't take shit, not from anyone. I have another job; my grades are good enough that if I want to I can easily get another. No prob. I quit if the Boss takes her favour, and they will regret it. Until now the Boss has told me that I have gotten immense positive feedback, even from the customers. The other girls are of course in awe now XD The only Floor girl that was there together with me that morning went around telling all the others as soon as they arrived later in the evening. Many are sure I am gonna get hell now, but I am accustomed to that and I am accustomed to giving hell too so no biggie.
Pfft, didn't I tell you all about not liking to cause drama BB? Apparently I lied XDDDD
I AM A DRAMA QUEEN DESU! And a fucking pissed one at that *nods*
At my work I have a boss that is an incredible Bitch. Yes Bitch with a capital B. I am not talking about a girl who knows how to stand up for herself, I am talking about an old bitter hag who has nothing better to do than harass people who doesn't do things her own way. She's a Bitch, and I want to cut her face. Anyway, in the beginning I was terrified of her. I worked as hard as I could, tried to take initiative so that she would notice and just generally getting on her good side. It seemed as if it worked, slightly. She smiled and we talked and such, but for some reason she STILL felt like bitching on me and everything I did. Most people who know me know that I have the temperament of a Latino, meaning no temperament at all. I just go off like a bomb. Not even a ticking bomb, because that would have meant there would be time in-between the insult and the reaction. No, I just go off, preferably right in their face. But I am not stupid either (well not entirely) and I know this is my work and she is my boss. I kept my head low and just nodded at her and her fucking bitching. But then the last days, especially last week since I was so tired, I couldn't prevent myself from huffing or coming with the occasional "I know that, you don't have to tell me AGAIN". Thus our fragile bond broke and she has been bitching at me non-stop and I have been glaring non-stop. And yesterday was the stand off, the day neither of us could handle the other one anymore. Lemme tell the story that has made me somewhat of a legend with the floor people at the café (they all hate her):
I was standing making waffles, and for some reason there was a load of people wanting waffles right then and we were running out. I was talking to a girl fixing the marmalade beside me that I needed more waffle-dough since I had ran out of that too. Apparently she didn't hear me because she went back to the dishwashers. I had a couple of waffles in the wafflemakers, but I thought I could have the time to fetch some dough if I hurried. So I ran to the closest fridge we have dough in, but Bitchy McBitchson was standing on front of it so I said 'Excuse me' and as she moved I took a peek inside. Then she managed to say in a real pissy tone "we don't have any dough THERE'. How was I supposed to know we didn't have dough there hm? I had to check didn't I? It's customary to check the closest place to you when you're in a hurry whether it has what you need right? So I snapped a 'how was I supposed to know THAT?' over my shoulder as I hurried to the other fridge. There it was dough, but some of it had spilled down and made the handle wet. I didn't see this however, and these bowls are HUGE and HEAVY. So needless to say it slipped out of my grip and I spilled some on the floor. A sound 'fuckin' cunt' was heard as that's how I roll when I swear. Anyway, I hurry back just in time to save the waffles and as I stand there fixing things Bitchy McBitchson move over to Bitchson Jr. (it's her daughter) and leans in (she was standing like two metres away from me, wtf?) and says 'god that Siren, you should have seen, she was angry and managed to spill that damn waffledough on the floor. God is it even possible?' By this time my blood is seething and I turn around looking at her as she talks and the fucking cunt is staring right back, knowing I am hearing it. Then she goes to fetch some toast as if it never happened and I say 'that is not how it happened and you know it,' and she just looks at me and goes 'you must stop being so angry.' I just wanted to shout "ME STOP BEING ANGRY YOU CUNT?! YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MAKES PEOPLE CALL IN SICK BECAUSE THEY CAN'T HANDLE YOUR PISSY FACE!!" Anyway I didn't, I just said in a calm and collected tone 'if you wish to back-talk me, do it somewhere I can't hear you.' She never answered that and just went back to the customers. So, a little while later I head back to the dishwashers because I don't want to be in front looking at her ugly mug. She comes back to handle some customers on the automat and gives me a glare, of course I glare back because I am that way. She snaps a ‘calm down’ to me and of course I have to do the opposite by smashing the dishes down while glaring. Then she says: 'Do you want me to talk to Gro about this?' (Gro is the top boss), I was tempted to say 'yes, so I can tell her all about you fucker' but I just shook my head and made a pointing motion between the two of us while I leaned in close (she ain't that tall) 'this is between you and me, WE are to talk about this understood?' Then I went back to the dishwashers and she said no more to me the entire day. But of course she suddenly started to talk and smile to the other Floor girl, who she has never even said hello to before and needless to say the girl was terrified half to death and thought she was going to die. Lol, says much about the Bitch ne?
THE END
lol... I think o_O I think I'll hear more from her. She's used to get it JUST how she wants it. The Boss is never down to check so she runs the place as if it's hers. She has worked there since forever and all her daughters have worked there with her and shit. But yeah, I am not taking it. I'm gonna say it as it is; I don't take shit, not from anyone. I have another job; my grades are good enough that if I want to I can easily get another. No prob. I quit if the Boss takes her favour, and they will regret it. Until now the Boss has told me that I have gotten immense positive feedback, even from the customers. The other girls are of course in awe now XD The only Floor girl that was there together with me that morning went around telling all the others as soon as they arrived later in the evening. Many are sure I am gonna get hell now, but I am accustomed to that and I am accustomed to giving hell too so no biggie.
Pfft, didn't I tell you all about not liking to cause drama BB? Apparently I lied XDDDD
I AM A DRAMA QUEEN DESU! And a fucking pissed one at that *nods*
Tuesday, 4 March 2008
Yeah, I never update much do I? The simple reason for that is that there's not really much to update on. Now that spring is fast emerging (HOMG THERE'S BARE DRY CONCRETE OUTSIDE <3) my habitual winter depression and emoness is waning like melting snow (hurrrr, loves me some lame metaphors). The sky is blue, I am drinking a good cup of tea and listening to Plastic Tree which is becoming my new favourite band (well, Dir en grey will always be on top, but that's a sort of 'duh' factor). I love them, I love how they make me feel. While Dir en grey has the bad habit of always making it seems as if... nothing really helps. That everything is just BAD. I have now realized after a lot of Pura (plastic tree) listening how Dir en grey's music actually make me feel. Not for that, it's still the most gorgeous music in the world and I will never give them up because that music means just that much to me, it's just so lovely listening to a band which makes me feel the presence. It's so hard do describe without going all mushy and metaphorical and embarrassing. Anyway, Pura makes the present seem good, it makes me notice it and appreciating it. Pura's music is like the fresh air and blue sky in spring *nods* Enough of that silliness, not a soul in the world cares except me.
Yesterday I worked about 14 hours, give or take half an hour. It was ok though, I actually enjoyed myself and the time went by real fast. The fact that I slept only three hours before getting up at five in the morning did mean that I caved at half past twelve when I got home and slept all until now (that's over 12 hours straight ppl). Now I am making ready for a day of writing, because NO WORK TODAY OH YAY!
I also had some sort of foodpoisoning or something last week which was... horrible. I was alternating between lying on the floor crying and puking/having diarrea so much I was puking blood. I kept on bleeding for a good few days but I don't think that's a detail anyone cares too much to read about XP I feel that it's finally getting a bit better though, my stomach is more set and my energy is more back. Last week I had no energy at all and was just hanging around at work trying not to burst into tears. Anyway, things are good now ^^
Other "big" news is that I finally ORDERED MY SECOND DOLL PRINCE HOMG FOUR DAYS AGO AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN HE GETS HERE BUT I CAN'T WAIT! *twirls* Besides that I also bought my first Pura album, Nega to Posi <3<3<3<3<3 A lot of nice things *nods*
Hmmm, have there been anything else... err.. I got a hold of the Battle Royale book on sale! (in norway there's a huge sale now called Mammut Salget and we have a bookstore right across the cafe and needless to say I spend waaaay too much time over thuuur). It's way different than the movie but still not... There's a few different details which is given since it's two different medias, but the same feeling is still there *nods*. The insane system that allows this and then views it as given and everything. It's all set in an alternative universe where Japan is a Revolutionary State ruling most of the east Asian empire and etc. Rock music and such isn't allowed for instance. And the guy who wins at the end is of course a rocker, lolol. Indicating that YOU CAN'T HOLD US DOWN WE WILL PWN YOUR ASS! And Kiriyama... oh hurr... he has long black hair in the book, and he's so intelligent and quiet (well I haven't gotten to the killing part yeeet) and he's a part of the class. Both the outsider students suddenly showing up in the movie is actually guys from their class who moved over later in the year. Anyway, enough about that I am not spoiling you guys D:
Besides all this I don't really think there's much more to add! Thanks to whoever managed to read through all that crap XD
Yesterday I worked about 14 hours, give or take half an hour. It was ok though, I actually enjoyed myself and the time went by real fast. The fact that I slept only three hours before getting up at five in the morning did mean that I caved at half past twelve when I got home and slept all until now (that's over 12 hours straight ppl). Now I am making ready for a day of writing, because NO WORK TODAY OH YAY!
I also had some sort of foodpoisoning or something last week which was... horrible. I was alternating between lying on the floor crying and puking/having diarrea so much I was puking blood. I kept on bleeding for a good few days but I don't think that's a detail anyone cares too much to read about XP I feel that it's finally getting a bit better though, my stomach is more set and my energy is more back. Last week I had no energy at all and was just hanging around at work trying not to burst into tears. Anyway, things are good now ^^
Other "big" news is that I finally ORDERED MY SECOND DOLL PRINCE HOMG FOUR DAYS AGO AND I DON'T KNOW WHEN HE GETS HERE BUT I CAN'T WAIT! *twirls* Besides that I also bought my first Pura album, Nega to Posi <3<3<3<3<3 A lot of nice things *nods*
Hmmm, have there been anything else... err.. I got a hold of the Battle Royale book on sale! (in norway there's a huge sale now called Mammut Salget and we have a bookstore right across the cafe and needless to say I spend waaaay too much time over thuuur). It's way different than the movie but still not... There's a few different details which is given since it's two different medias, but the same feeling is still there *nods*. The insane system that allows this and then views it as given and everything. It's all set in an alternative universe where Japan is a Revolutionary State ruling most of the east Asian empire and etc. Rock music and such isn't allowed for instance. And the guy who wins at the end is of course a rocker, lolol. Indicating that YOU CAN'T HOLD US DOWN WE WILL PWN YOUR ASS! And Kiriyama... oh hurr... he has long black hair in the book, and he's so intelligent and quiet (well I haven't gotten to the killing part yeeet) and he's a part of the class. Both the outsider students suddenly showing up in the movie is actually guys from their class who moved over later in the year. Anyway, enough about that I am not spoiling you guys D:
Besides all this I don't really think there's much more to add! Thanks to whoever managed to read through all that crap XD
Sunday, 17 February 2008
wooooosh
20 Music Questions
[01] Which bands/artist do you own the most albums by?
Nightwish (9), Dir en grey (6), Tristania (4)
[02] What was the last song you listened to?
Outside by HEAD PHONES PRESIDENT
[03] What's in your CD player right now?
I don't have a CD player
[04] What was the last show you attended?
Girugämesh
[05] What was the greatest show you've ever been to?
Dir en grey
[06] What's the worst show you've ever been to?
I haven't really been to any shitty concerts, it's all about what you make it.
[07] What's the most musically involved you have ever been?
Being in a band ;)
[08] What show are you looking forward to?
Next Dir en grey concert. I swear, it's like a drug.
[09] Yeah....
Yup, totally is.
[10] What is your favorite band shirt?
Dir en grey shirt! And my signed Nightwish shirt that's rotting away in my drawer because I can't use it ;_;
[11] What musician would you like to hang out with for a day?
Shuu <3
[12] Who is one musician or group you wish would make a comeback?
I dunno... I don't think any of my fav bands are in a hiatus right now.
[13] Who is one band/artist you've never seen live but always wanted to?
Plastic Tree at the moment ^^ and Tristania! How could I forget!
[14] Name four or more flawless albums:
o1. Dir en grey - Withering to Death
o2. Dir en grey - THE MARROW OF A BONE
o3. Plastic Tree - Nega to Poji
o4. Tristania - Ashes
o5. Nightwish - Century Child
[15] How many music related videos/DVDs do you own?
I think it's about six or something.
[16] How many concerts/shows have you been to, total?
Not that many... around 11 or 12... heh...
[17] Who have you seen the most live?
Dir en grey
[18] What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
The Lord of the Rings, My Neighbour Totoro, Hero and House of Flying Daggers
[19] What was your last musical "phase" before you wisened up?
Goth I guess... though I still love goth and doom music. I dunno, I never phased anything really, I listened to what I like, and I still do.
[20] What's your "guilty pleasure" that you hate to admit to liking?
Oshare Kei... Kra and SuG FTW! Though, obviously, I am not ashamed to admit XP
[01] Which bands/artist do you own the most albums by?
Nightwish (9), Dir en grey (6), Tristania (4)
[02] What was the last song you listened to?
Outside by HEAD PHONES PRESIDENT
[03] What's in your CD player right now?
I don't have a CD player
[04] What was the last show you attended?
Girugämesh
[05] What was the greatest show you've ever been to?
Dir en grey
[06] What's the worst show you've ever been to?
I haven't really been to any shitty concerts, it's all about what you make it.
[07] What's the most musically involved you have ever been?
Being in a band ;)
[08] What show are you looking forward to?
Next Dir en grey concert. I swear, it's like a drug.
[09] Yeah....
Yup, totally is.
[10] What is your favorite band shirt?
Dir en grey shirt! And my signed Nightwish shirt that's rotting away in my drawer because I can't use it ;_;
[11] What musician would you like to hang out with for a day?
Shuu <3
[12] Who is one musician or group you wish would make a comeback?
I dunno... I don't think any of my fav bands are in a hiatus right now.
[13] Who is one band/artist you've never seen live but always wanted to?
Plastic Tree at the moment ^^ and Tristania! How could I forget!
[14] Name four or more flawless albums:
o1. Dir en grey - Withering to Death
o2. Dir en grey - THE MARROW OF A BONE
o3. Plastic Tree - Nega to Poji
o4. Tristania - Ashes
o5. Nightwish - Century Child
[15] How many music related videos/DVDs do you own?
I think it's about six or something.
[16] How many concerts/shows have you been to, total?
Not that many... around 11 or 12... heh...
[17] Who have you seen the most live?
Dir en grey
[18] What is your favorite movie soundtrack?
The Lord of the Rings, My Neighbour Totoro, Hero and House of Flying Daggers
[19] What was your last musical "phase" before you wisened up?
Goth I guess... though I still love goth and doom music. I dunno, I never phased anything really, I listened to what I like, and I still do.
[20] What's your "guilty pleasure" that you hate to admit to liking?
Oshare Kei... Kra and SuG FTW! Though, obviously, I am not ashamed to admit XP
Thursday, 14 February 2008
Work again
Yup, work again, because nothing else exist in my life right now. My boss from Ice Dream came down to the cafè yesterday and we had a little chat. I gave her my contract and etc. Anyway, I also showed her my hourlist from Clas and told her that I'd be able to switch those hours relatively easy, so she musn't be afraid of setting me up. She looked at it and said that she was surprised at all the hours I had been put up, as I had given the impression I almost didn't work at Clas at all. And I didn't! I hadn't gotten one call since January but when I started at Ice Dream suddenly I get bombarded with calls o_O I say it's because there's so much sickleave now, that I am being called in and I am not expecting it to last for very long. She says that she'll keep that in mind and try to not overlap my days too much; it's ok to work like I have done for a week or so, but much more than that wasn't responsible she said. And we agreed I'd work on Saturday if I didn't work full out, but just from eleven to four, which is really nice of her! ^^
I also felt so contented yesterday! I don't know why... Yesterday, and the day before that has been so... nice o_O I have a project going on, with set goals for once, and this makes working so much easier to handle. It makes working worth something, and it doesn't feel like just awful wasting of time anymore. I work on this project which is my set goal in the future, and work is a means of survival until then. Besides... I have this phobia against wasting time, against not using the time given to me properly, and I am so damn set on making memories. All the time everything I need to do has to be big and grand and lifechangening. But I realized the other day that I AM making memories at my work. I am getting to know a lot of people, I am learning new things, and damn, I am growing as a human. These are times I'm going to remember. Though I do hate the thought of memories >_<, but I hate the thought of not making them even more... yeah anyway, I have come to a state of contentment, and I hope it will last for a bit. (I mean duh, I am one of those infuriating optimistic people. Really... I am! I just sound like an emo sometimes D: ) I think it's spring, I can feel it in the air. Even if it's half a meter of snow outside, the sky is dark clear blue with dotty clouds which only spring brings ^^ And I can smell it in the wind too, the sting of frost is gone, it smells like water now. /end weather rambling.
I also felt so contented yesterday! I don't know why... Yesterday, and the day before that has been so... nice o_O I have a project going on, with set goals for once, and this makes working so much easier to handle. It makes working worth something, and it doesn't feel like just awful wasting of time anymore. I work on this project which is my set goal in the future, and work is a means of survival until then. Besides... I have this phobia against wasting time, against not using the time given to me properly, and I am so damn set on making memories. All the time everything I need to do has to be big and grand and lifechangening. But I realized the other day that I AM making memories at my work. I am getting to know a lot of people, I am learning new things, and damn, I am growing as a human. These are times I'm going to remember. Though I do hate the thought of memories >_<, but I hate the thought of not making them even more... yeah anyway, I have come to a state of contentment, and I hope it will last for a bit. (I mean duh, I am one of those infuriating optimistic people. Really... I am! I just sound like an emo sometimes D: ) I think it's spring, I can feel it in the air. Even if it's half a meter of snow outside, the sky is dark clear blue with dotty clouds which only spring brings ^^ And I can smell it in the wind too, the sting of frost is gone, it smells like water now. /end weather rambling.
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
My days currently only exist of: sleeping, getting up, going to work, work, going home, watching an episode of some anime, go to bed, sleep. And that has been the easy days! You know, only eight hours at a work I know! Anyway, I don't mind this much, it is ok, because I was comforting myself that I had this entire weekend to myself... WRONG!!!!! My Ice Dream boss came to my other job and asked if I could work saturday D: I said I couldn't really, but if she found no others, I'd have to do it. And then she sent me a sms saying that she couldn't find anyone else... BULLSHIT! We're 17 employees at a tiny café and most are students and do SHIT on Saturdays. BULLSHIT no one else could! DAMN! It's just because I am new. And I don't feel like I can say that I can't do it just because I have worked my ass off the last week. After all, it's not her fault I have a second job, and she was really uncertain whether to hire me because of that. ARG! And I begin on Monday again, on a full week full of overlapping days ._. Damn Fadoua having to fall and crush her elbow and get a sick leave for weeks ahead D: Oh well... I like whining to a certain extent, but then I grow tired of myself. I am privileged to have work at all! I have friends who are stuggling to make their ends meet at all because they can't get a job, and here I am with two. And don't get me started on the whole "think about the girls who have to get into prostitution at an age of 12 to support their families blah".
Besides working, I have gotten into reading again ^^ I am currently following Pratchett, I am so sad I didn't discover him before now!! Just because I thought his choice of cover sucked... oh well! Better late then never they say ^^ I also couldn't help myself, but bought yet another book by him yesterday >_> I notice I am still a spontaneous bookshopper...
Besides working, I have gotten into reading again ^^ I am currently following Pratchett, I am so sad I didn't discover him before now!! Just because I thought his choice of cover sucked... oh well! Better late then never they say ^^ I also couldn't help myself, but bought yet another book by him yesterday >_> I notice I am still a spontaneous bookshopper...
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